Day 4

Late at work. Arrived 5:08 am. Received my payslip and I nearly screamed at the top of my lungs WTF!!!!!

I've been waiting for 3 months now, and I'm still waiting for nothing! as in nothing! no salary increase!!@!!G$%&

I nearly cried from frustration, I've been patiently waiting for it but enough is enough! 3 months? They could really test the patience of a saint! I'm not saying that I'm a saint but gosh! 3 months??!!!!


What I want to do is scream, punch, hit somebody to lessen my anger. yes! I'm angry! who would not be? God please.... please give me enough patience... Or I will definitely resign from this crappy job.

Guys, give me strength! pikon na pikon nko ha! With all my financial responsibility, I desperately need that increase! I earned it. So pleaase! give it to me!

Grrrrrr!!!!! what a nice way to start my week huh? hah..... ( long sigh... )
taking a deep breath... calming breath.... count to 10.... its not working. I'm still mad and upset about this.

What I want to do is:

1. slap hr personnel endlessly they may forget their name
2. wreck the bulletin board near my station ( hr post board just reading the logo makes my blood boil! It says: Priority One, because You are important to us!)
3. scream at the top of my lungs and say S*T*L SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!

Then maybe, just maybe I could relax after that.